Dear Soulmate, I don't believe in soulmates.

The average person meets 100,000 people in his or her life.
There are almost seven billion people on this earth.
Your chances of meeting your soulmate = 1.42857...-^5
[In case math isn't your thing, It's not 1%, it's  1% to the -5 which is MUCH lower than 1%]

I don't believe in soulmates, and I don't believe in marriage. I do believe in a life long monogamous relationship, however I also believe it goes against nature. But at the same time, a life long monogamous relationship is probably what I'd want to have. Mainly because divorce is messy and it costs a shit load of money and if there are kids involved it's even worse. I mean I guess I'd be okay wearing a ring and saying I'm married just not legally married. I wanna be a neurologist and I'm gonna make a lot of money (If I actually become a neurologist) what if my husband's a total mooch? What if I don't realize until we get married? If we get divorced, I'm going have to give him half of everything I have. If we sign a pre nuptial agreement, I'll still have to hire a lawyer for other things and that's going to cost a lot of money. Any ways here's a letter to the one, the guy I marry, my soul mate etc and what ever name you can come up with.

Dear...guy I'm going to get married to,
I would have addressed you in a more formal manner using your name however I don't know your name. I don't have the slightest idea of who you really are. Sometimes I wonder  who you are. I'll be walking to walmart or somewhere and I start to wonder if I'm walking right past your house. Actually, that's not possible because I don't walk through any neighborhoods on my way to walmart, except for my own. No offense to you, but as of today, I really hope you're not one of my neighbors.  So I guess I only wonder that on my way to Target because I do actually walk through a few neighborhoods on my way to Target. I bet you rarely think of me. Guys don't normally think of  "soulmates" "The one" or anything past what's happening RIGHT NOW.  So for a while now I've had this feeling that I've already met you and I don't know it. I have a list of people that I sincerely hope you are not. It's a mental list, I don't have time to sit around and make a list of people I don't want to spend the rest of my life with. A small part of me hopes I've never met you because of everyone I've met, I can't imagine being with anyone for the rest of my life. But a bigger part of me believes I've already met you and I just don't know it, I have a creeping suspicion that you don't know it either(If this actually is the case). So I guess you're wondering who I am?
My name's Delilah (Not really, it's an alias for this blog). My favorite color is purple. I LOVE metal. My favorite bands are, Bring Me The Horizon, Blessthefall, Alice In Chains, Grateful Dead, Bullet For My Valentine, Cradle Of Filth, and a million more bands but those are just my favorites. I paint a lot, I love painting. I'm kind of a nerd. When it comes to grades, I'm a perfectionist. I HAVE TO HAVE A 4.O  OR ELSE. I love sports. Baseball is my favorite, I also like basketball and football.  I don't understand soccer at all. I'll tolerate it as a sport, but I don't like it. I'm not much into golf either or tennis, I have rather poor motor skills. So as far as sports go, I usually just like to watch. Right now, I'm a blue belt in jujitsu. I love fighting and other violent sports. So I bet you're wondering what I look like. Right now, I'm 5'4 and about 116 pounds. I have brown hair and greenish brown eyes, I guess you could say they're hazel.  I love playing video games and laying around all day doing nothing... I'm pretty low maintenance...I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing, It's just what people tell me. Uhmmmm what else??? Okay well I know you're not really reading this so I'll just write stuff that will probably freak you out....k? I wonder about you every now and then... where you are, who you are, whether we're friends or not. As of now, I'm kinda thinking we don't talk much. In fact, we probably don't talk at all. I bet I don't even acknowledge your existence and I apologize for that. I'm thinking you're the person I would least expect. I've heard for a perfect relationship there is a five year age difference. So following that theory, you're about 20 or 21. If you actually are five years older than me, I don't know you. I'm guessing you're less than five years older than me because I really think I've already met you and I just don't know it. Anyways...I know you're out there and I just want you to know...
I'm out here too...
You just haven't found me yet...
Or have you?