Things you don't know

Things you know


I've been playing bass guitar for five years


I'm ambidextrous


I'm a blue belt in jujitsu


Slayer is one of my favorite bands


I love old music


I'm pagan


I sleep with the window 'cause I like looking out at the stars


I love Clint Eastwood movies


Horror films are my favorite


I carry a switchblade wherever I go


I use the word cock way too much


Fuck is another one of my favorite words


My favorite color is purple


I draw on the walls in my closet all my secrets are written in there


I hate when you talk about her


I like painting


I draw all my paintings before I paint them


I freak out if I get a B+


I want to be a doctor


Things you don't know

THIS IS MY FAVORITE FONT


I favor my left hand even though I am ambidextrous


I like playing "Gone Forever" on my bass 


Three days Grace's bass lines make me feel like a total bad ass when I play


Sometimes I play "You Belong With Me" even though I know you don't


I sleep with the window open so I can look out at the stars and the stars remind me that there's something more out there


My favorite part of Gran Torino  is when Clint Eastwood says "Get off my lawn, you goddamn dick smoking (Expletive )..."


I wish I were pretty. I mean I know I'm not ugly but I wish I were pretty enough for you to notice me.


I know you used to like me (Thanks B!)


I wish I had curly hair. I mean I do have curly hair but I mean like really curly like two inch curls


I wish I were good with make up


I have Asperger's Syndrome and I wish I didn't


When I become a doctor, I want to find a cure for autism


I obsess over my grades because I worry if my grades are bad, my father will stop calling me


I wish you could see me in a huge poofy prom dress


I draw and paint my emotions, you inspired a lot of my paintings


I like seeing you happy and I can accept the fact that I'm not what makes you happy. And that's okay. I think you should do what makes you happy and if being with me doesn't make you happy then I don't think you should be with me. If chasing her around in apeirogons makes you happy then that's what you should do. 


I know I'm not exactly one of the girls, but I really want to be one.


I feel like if I wore my hair differently, if I were skinnier, if I didn't have braces, if I didn't have AS, if I acted more like a girl, if I dressed more like a girl, and if hell froze over then you might like me...well maybe


"I'll be there if you need someone, even if she isn't me." Love that quote




Now I've gotta Question: What's something someone doesn't know about you that you'd like them to know? And who is that someone? My someone is someone I've loved all my life...well most of it and if I had any balls, I'd tell him "I love you, and I don't think I'll ever stop."