quelqu'un m'a dit. que tu m'aimais encore...

So I've been sick today...blahhhh.
Now that you have an update on how I've been, I'll  tell you what's going on inside my brain.

I quit. I can't chase this guy around anymore. Letter to Mosaic (A letter he will never see.)
                                                                                            



Mosaic, if you're reading this, I sincerely detest chasing you around. I absolutely hate being "just a friend". With that being said, I think you are astonishingly shortsighted in chasing around a girl who has enumerated to a multitudinous number of people that she has no romantic feelings for you, whatsoever. I have recognized that I could never be with someone so cretinous and asinine, given that you chase her around in confusing polygons, and apollonian circles, and she doesn't so much as give you a second thought. I desist to watch you get on your knees and abjure her for a date when I would have said yes in a heart beat. Now I must say, I believe you should do whatever makes you halcyon, and if (excuse my language here) being a total fucking moron and chasing a girl around who makes you look like a forlorn cretin, makes you happy, then that's what you should do. I know I may sound a little angry and here's why, because I really and truly liked you and I would have given everything to be your anything, and you stopped liking me to continue chasing around a girl who takes you for granted and has made it clear that she has no intention of dating you and that shit stings...like salt in a wound. As if I haven't said this as enough, I'll say it again, I HATE BEING "JUST A FRIEND". It sucks on every level. I hate when you call me Dude, Bro, Man, or any other name that implies that I am male. I hate knowing every word to all of your favorite songs, and I despise the fact that they're all my favorite songs as well. I don't mind giving dating advice to my guy friends, giving you advice is different because I actually like you. Oh and hearing you talk about her makes me want to stab myself in the ears. I have decided that I cannot date someone whom is still caught up over a girl who stopped caring a long time ago. I've never been one to give up but I just cant do it anymore.
                                   Sincerely,
                                                 Delilah.


Now you all know what's going on with that issue, I cant sleep so I'm going out for a singing walk(Where I wonder through the streets at night and sing because I cant sleep).

"So cold, so cold, baby, youre so cold, so cold
Take it easy baby we can make it right
Babe, you know my love is always on your side
Rest your eyes tonight
You know that my love
You know that my love is on your side"


Now I wanna know: What's the most time you've wasted on someone? I wasted three months on some jackass who didn't even know I existed.