But Time Square can't shine as bright as me!

Did he mention the texts? Does he flirt with you more? Did he ask you out? Did you ask him out? I'm sure after sunday's post you're full of questions. Maybe you are. I like to think someone somewhere is reading this shit. NO. NO. NO. HELL FUCKING NO. I didn't mention anything either. It was an interesting day. Some dick smoker stole my pencil in fifth and I was just too excited to see Mosaic that I didn't even realize someone took it. Have I really stooped so low to the level that I'm actually excited/anxious to see him? What has become of my already shitty life? It's like I actually care about him. Fuck I make myself sick.
  I'll leave you with quotes from today and yesterday.
"I straightened my hair once 'cause Jacquelyn told me to."
"I just rolled my eyes...incase you missed it."

"Isn't there a page in there (My sketchbook) that I'm not allowed to see?"
"Maybe I wrote something about you..."

"Do you still have that picture Delilah drew you for Valentine's Day?"
"Yeah it's on my dresser"

"I was thinking about 'Anywhere but Here' or 'You Belong With Me'"
"Anywhere but Here"
Oh my god! You have no clue what the fuck the last one's talking about! Henna tattoos! Ima get one on my collar bone(: I want lyrics to a song. What do you bitches think?

"Been here all along"
"Please take me anywhere but here"
"Burn like an animal "
"I'll be there if you need someone, even if she isn't me"
"Trouble in a tank top"
"Don't bother me with all of your reality "
"Die die die my darling "
"Deeper I'm falling"
"Rip out the wings of a butterfly"
"For one more night somewhere somehow"
"Lips like morphine"
"He who tries, will be wasted"
"Some showed their faith and some showed none"
"I swear I wont forget you"


Wanna hear an incredibly awkward way to ask someone out?
My friend (B) and I came up with it...here it is


"If been having these feelings, I mean I've been having these emotions, like in my mind, and heart. Well not my real heart, my metaphorical heart, and these feelings and emotions are telling me that I like someone. Like a guy who has your hair...well not your hair but hair like yours. Actually it is your hair 'cause it is you...AWKWARD"


Update. Here is the actual quote. I was close though.


"Hey, so, lately I've been getting these new feelings, No not like that! I mean, like, in the head and you know like the heart! No, not like, the physical heart, the metaphorical one! Like, emotions! For this guy, i mean, with this hair, like yours, no, not like yours, its is yours, i mean, like, the guys you, you are the guy, and..."


So tell me what's the most creepy/awkward thing you've done to a crush or boyfriend(or girlfriend)? Well...once upon a time I had a crush and my friends thought it'd be funny to scream his name down the street at 9:02 pm. Correction, they didn't scream it, they moaned it. Yeah. Fuck my life.